Well it's been along time since I've written. The last time I wrote in this I was breaking up with Ryan. WOW it's really been along time cuz me and him are back together! Yeah your probably saying he is such a loser Amber wth are you thinking. But I seriously think I'm in love. Like I don't just like him I love him. He told me that he loved me so I told him that I loved him. This friday is a big day it's my mom's birthday, Robin will have been 18 for a week, and me and Ryan will have been going out for a whole month! I don't want to jinx it but if me and him are still together by April then I'll be going to prom! I'm only in 10th grade and I'm 15 so I'll have a curfew like 11:00 or 12:00. Jessie is still getting on my nerves she calls and talks to him all the time and invites him over telling him that I'm supposed to be there. Like she invites me over to but most of the time I'm not sure I'll be able to come over and he comes over any way. Just cuz her loser boyfriend decided to come out of the closet while going out with her she wants to steal mine. She needs to back the fuck off! W/e! My gay mom tells Robin that she's trying to keep me busy so that I won't have time for Ryan. God damn it. It's like she doesn't want her kids to be happy or something cuz she made Robin read her horescope for July and it said that she was going to have a break up this month WTF!? well that's about it ttyl!